Against The Foggy Night

From “The Poems of John H. Watson”
Reprinted By M. Vernet
The Missing Years 1883 – 1886

Against The Foggy Night

I do not want your constant care,
Nor seek your presence to be always there.
I do not need to be your whole world,
Nor seek for my cup to be overfilled.
I just need to see the strengthening sight
Of your silhouette against the foggy night.

I do not need you to run with me,
Nor seek the comfort of your company.
I do not need you to hold my hand,
Nor seek you to love me as only you can.
I just need to see the strengthening sight
Of your silhouette against the foggy night.

I do not need your compliments,
Nor seek your approval to be confident.
I do not need your criticism or praise,
Nor seek your attention to brighten my days.
I just need to see the strengthening sight
Of your silhouette against the foggy night.

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A Poem Of August

From “The Poems of John H. Watson”
Reprinted by M.Vernet
The Missing Years  1883 – 1886

A Poem Of August

Hotheaded August worships Mother Sun.
It is hot before the day’s even begun.
The only month that makes you think fondly
Of snow, ice and temperatures wintry.

A young maiden on an errand of mercy,
Wipes her brow and feels so thirsty
She wanders toward the sound of water.
Not giving a care for whether she ought to.

The trickling sound, soft and cool,
Reveals in the woods a sparkling pool.
She stoops by the bank to take a sip,
Brings a hand with sweet water to her lips.

She dips again and splashes her face.
Looking around there is not a trace
Of anyone living near or far.
She has an idea that for her is bizarre.

She takes off her blouse and linen skirt,
Careful to lay them away from any dirt.
In a few minutes more her corset is sprung
Shoes and stockings all undone.

She slips into the water her dainty foot,
Nearly trips on a gnarly tree root.
Soon she is in the pool up to her knees,
Gazing around and privately pleased.

She thinks of her Mother, who would gasp.
Her Father who in his shock would clasp
His heart and wonder where he went wrong.
She smiles mischieviously, humming a song.

All at once an fierce August storm
Rumbles threateningly in the calm.
Dark clouds come to blacken the sky.
She shakes her head and wonders why.

The maiden struggles with her clothes.
Her parents will worry, her duty she knows.
Wild, hot winds usher in the rain.
Lightning strikes the quiet lane.

She ponders as she walks to town
With thunder, lightning, and rain pouring down,
If August knows how naughty she’s been.
For she was now soaked right to her skin.

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To Write A Poem

From “The Poems of John H. Watson”
Reprinted By M. Vernet
The Missing Years 1883 – 1886

To Write A Poem

To write a poem I do not dare,
My muse has left my side.
I dwelt too long in dark despair
And lost my ethereal guide.

I am so conflicted about my life,
Somehow the spark is gone.
All I can see is rage and strife.
The days grow cold and long.

My love seems far away from me,
Happily unaware and complacent.
Yet through a fog  my mind doth see
Shadows of dark reason reticent.

I can not help but turn my face
Away from bliss and joyfulness.
My love must never see the trace
Of lines formed by pain and bitterness.

How do I write a passionate poem
Abandoned by all I hold dear?
Where is the rose lined path I roamed
Before I succumbed to fear?

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Seven Years – A Harry Potter Tribute

Please excuse my interruption of “The Poems of John H. Watson”, my Dears, but I thought you might enjoy a poem of Harry Potter. Let’s go back seven years…

Seven Years – A Harry Potter Tribute
By MoMo

July 21, 2014

Seven years ago I held in my hand
A fat book and a homemade wand.
Dressed as Professor Sprout I towed
Seven little Wizards to a midnight show.

Filled to overflowing the tiny bookstore
Was having a party of Potter lore.
We danced and played, had our futures told,
Each little Wizard had a wand to hold.

Seven years ago the waiting was over.
Little Wizards read over my shoulder.
We laughed and cried with terror filled eyes,
Impatient to see if  Harry would survive.

Seven horcruxes and seven deaths
Divided our soul, we will never forget.
Seven great volumes and seven years gone
A piece of our soul in every one.

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The Poetess – Inspired by Adah Isaacs Menken

From “The Poems of John H. Watson”
Reprinted by M. Vernet
The Missing Years 1883 – 1886

The Poetess

The divine actress of the Eighteen Sixties
Remembered well beyond her time.
Time that travels far and swiftly
Back to a poetess steeped in rhyme.

Had she never sang a sparkling note,
Had she never acted on the stage,
Would the papers boldly quote
That her poetry was all the rage?

She rode upon a horses back
Playing Mazeppa in the nude.
Artistically her costume lacked
All but a body stocking crude.

Even when her act was acclaimed
And her fame swelled far and wide,
She took up her pen unashamed.
Wrote of her heart and the words it cried.

Men were drawn to her beautiful wildness.
Some claimed her as their bride.
At the end of her reign, the Poetess
Had but Longfellow at her side.

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When The Moon Is Full

From “The Poems Of John H.Watson”
Reprinted By M.Vernet
The Missing Years 1883 – 1886

When The Moon Is Full

When the moon is full in the Summertime
My lover dances with the fireflies.
Bare feet step on the velvet lawn
Dancing for me till the chorus of dawn.

When the moon is full in the Harvest time
My lover feasts on a bounty fine.
Giving me bites of sweet plum and pear
Running fingers through my windblown hair.

When the moon is full in the time of Spring
Flowers and green herbs my lover brings.
Brews a soothing tea of Lemon-balm
Kissed with clover honey sweet and warm.

When the moon is full in the Wintertime
My lover beds me in woolens fine.
Makes a toasty nest against the frost
In comfort and love we both are lost.

When the moon is full tonight my love,
Evening glistening from the light above,
Let me show you the moonscape’s gleam.
Taking you lovingly on silver moonbeams.

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Close

From “The Poems of John H. Watson”
Reprinted By M. Vernet
The Missing Years 1883 – 1886

Close

Close, my love, you are far away,
Thinking thoughts of another day.
Far from seeking touches tender.
Far from loving’s keen surrender.

Close, my love, I need to see you,
Open-handed, smiling as you do.
When you gift me with attention.
When you pull in my direction.

Close, my love, let there be no gap,
Let your arms around me wrap.
Hold me in your blithe embrace.
Hold me till my pulse doth race.

Close, my love, enter my halls,
Pulling down cold stony walls.
Tread fleetly to the inner chamber.
Tread fleetly to catch the biding embers.

Close, my love, warm my gelid room,
Chase away the dark and gloom.
Pull me into your thermal sphere.
Pull me into your thoughts sincere.

Close, my love, encompass me,
Make me see all that you can see.
Take me into your precious mind.
Take me where I will not be blind.

Close, my love, I am lost and needy,
Come closer to the heat of my body.
I want you as close as the very air.
I want you to be as close as you dare.

Close, my love, do not have a fear.
For I will whisper in your trembling ear,
Enchanted words to make you clearly see.
Enchanted words to bring you close to me.

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The Wild-ling

From “The Poems of John H. Watson”
Reprinted By M. Vernet
The Missing Years 1883 – 1886

The Wild-ling

I chanced in the Spring while on a spree
To find white with blossoms an apple tree.
In a woodland far from any home,
A strange wanderer this wood did roam.
Who dropped a seed in this clearing
That grew into an apple tree wild-ling.

I wondered if the apples would be fine,
And vowed to return at harvest time.
Walking away to find something new.
I noted returning as something to do,
When the Autumn crispness is in the air,
And harvest bounty is rich and fair.

When Autumn came I was pleased to remember
The wild-ling tree and the promise of September.
Apples tart and sweet in silence growing,
Only I and the unknown wanderer knowing
The undisturbed spot where a wild-ling stood.
A harvest for no one evil or good.

I took you with me to the secret glen
Where the wild-ling swayed in the wind.
Dropping its crop of apples for none,
Ripened and rosy red from the sun.
You picked a fruit, examined it for awhile.
You took a bite with a skeptical smile.

I soon joined you and took a bite.
The juicy sweetness tasting just right.
The wild-ling had the flavor of old,
Ripe and tart, sweet and bold.
We both sat down and ate our fill.
Stuffing our pockets to eat at will.

I never told anyone else of the place.
When you are lucky enough to have a taste
Of something no one else will treasure,
You hold it close to enjoy at your leisure.
When you find yourself a precious wild-ling,
Savor the satiating feast it doth bring.

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A Poem For A Wedding

From “The Poems of John H. Watson”
Reprinted By M. Vernet
The Missing Years 1883 – 1886

A Poem For A Wedding

A wedding day is day of culmination
Of two lonely souls with determination,
Following mazes and paths overgrown,
To find each other and make each their own.

A wedding day is a day of glorious victory.
A peace earned through fighting gallantly.
Battling foes wrought by happenstance,
Finding a partner for a victory dance.

A wedding day is a day of thanksgiving.
Thankful for one who makes life worth living.
Thankful you found a heart of pure gold.
Humble in thanks for someone to hold.

A wedding day is a day of celebration.
Family and friends united in exaltation
Of the ancient rite of matrimony.
Giving and taking the one you love only.

A wedding day is a day of mirth and gaiety.
Highlighting the vows of great solemnity.
Two hearts are joined  making just one,
One strong heart to face what has begun.

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The Letters of M. Vernet – July – You are cordially invited to the Wedding of…

July 6, 2014

Ma Chere MoMo,

Everyday is so busy now I hardly have time to write! L’adventure de la cigales continues. The Veterans have found a marching band that wishes to be added to the parade. This group of elderly Veterans from Avignon still play together on special occasions, and were slightly insulted that they were not included in the festivities. My experiment to fire a cannon to see if cigales are deaf may be compromised by the sound of a brass band! I have enlisted the army of Vernet cousines to help me. Now it is a matter of family pride that we have the best pique-nique Serignan has ever seen. And a local vineyard has offered to supply the wine. Seems you can not have a pique-nique without the proper wine!

Marianna Vernet-Fabre’s diary reflects the busy time leading up to her wedding. She became sporadic in her entries, with occasional rants about the local patisseries baker and the price of beef. but her account of her wedding day written a few days later is quite endearing. You are invited to the Wedding!

.oOOo.

March 21, 1884

My heart is still so full of joy, even a week after our wedding, that I am convinced the feeling will never leave. We decided to spend our Honeymoon right here in Serignan, we simply traded homes with Sherlock and John who offered to baby/bee sit for us. Of course Henri’s children (I should say our children, how lovely that sounds!) are well behaved and can take care of themselves as well as their forgetful Father. But the idea of being alone with my new Husband for a week or two was quite appealing. Henri had much to make up for.

We planned the wedding day for March 15th so that the weather would be nice for traveling. And more importantly, My Little Professor would not be engaged in any new Springtime experiments and be able to focus his attentions on me. The wedding took place in Orange in the old church my Uncle Jean and Aunt Manon were married in. And after, the Vernets set up a wonderful wedding supper at Uncle Jean’s Home which was about ten miles from town, a pleasant ride on good roads.

The week before our wedding the air was enticing with the sweet smell of Spring in the air. Henri and the children had already been staying at Uncle Jean’s. The children were helping with the preparations of the feast, taste testing all the sweets. Several Vernet cousins whose specialty was weddings popped in and out constantly. Michelle and Michel had arrived. Michel brought extra horses, “Just in case,” he said. Even Sherlock and John were staying at Uncle Jean’s, setting up their photograph equipment and plotting something with Michel. I did not want to know what. Michelle was my Maid of Honor and Henri’s dear friend John Mill was the Best Man. Papa said it was like a secret police operation. Everything was double checked and ready and I would certainly get my man.

And Papa was right! The wedding went off without a problem and everyone was exceedingly happy, smiling and laughing and wishing us well. Later at the wedding supper, after a few toasts with very good champagne, I learned the truth.

I overheard John talking about close calls and brilliant planning with Sherlock, so I cornered John and asked him sweetly for a dance and forced him to tell me what happened. It seems that My Darling Husband almost missed our Wedding Day! If not for Sherlock I would have been left at the alter embarrassed, heartbroken and as angry as a Vernet can be. Not a desirable outcome.

According to John, Sherlock in the weeks before the wedding had been observing the bees. Sure enough they were beginning to stir a little early this year. There were just enough early wildflowers in bloom to sustain a hungry bee newly awakened by the Spring air. He also observed Henri. All the jokes about him being absent minded were taking their toll.  It was a matter of pride to him and he insisted on being the last to leave Orange for the church, he did not need a nurse maid to get him to his own wedding. He insisted he wanted some time alone for prayer and reflection before his vows. Henri did not like to socialize generally and Vernet women talking about lace and pastry and the men joking with him about his beloved insects had put him into a distracted mood. Sherlock deduced that the wedding’s success was in danger. For Sherlock knew Henri was not strong enough to resist the buzz of the first bees of Spring calling to him. So Sherlock devised a plan. Two days before the wedding, Henri was given a men only party at a local cafe’. Henri was pleased to be away from wedding planners and had a bit too much to drink. The night before the wedding everyone but Henri went to stay with the Vernets who lived in town. They were planning a simple breakfast for the wedding guests while the bride was pampered and prepared for the wedding at noon.

Henri slept fitfully and was lying in bed fully awake when the dawn chorus of the birds started and drew him to the window. He had no doubts in marrying his sweet little bride. He was only upset by all the fuss and attention and wanted the wedding to be over. It was then he heard the buzzing of the hive. Way too early, he pulled on his rumpled clothes and his bedroom slippers  and rushed ouside to investigate. “I have plenty of time.” he muttered.

Sherlock and John were watching from a nearby hill through a spy glass. Sherlock had wished it had not come to this, but he knew he had to set his plan into action.

Henri, completely distracted by a new dance the bees were exhibiting, had forgotten the time. He heard softly in the distance the peeling of the church bells. The peeling of the wedding bells, his wedding bells at noon! He looked at his pocket watch. Noon. He fell to his knees and cried out, looking up he saw three horses with two dark riders approaching.”The Vernet men have come to fight a duel with me, and I deserve to die!” he said out-loud.

Sherlock and John rode up to Henri and smiled at him. “Up! Up! Monsieur Fabre! Your Bride awaits, Sir!” cried Sherlock dramatically as they dismounted. “But the time. Sherlock! Noon! I have disgraced my Dear Marianna.” Henri hid his face.

“Monsieur,” said John exchanging a worried look with Sherlock,”It is less disgraceful to be late and face the ridicule with head held high, than to destroy Marianna by letting her go unwed.”

“If you do not come with us right now, I will have to challenge you to a duel.” said Sherlock in his best mad-brother tone, but with a smile on his face.

Henri realized that John was right. He stood and embraced both men.”I am lucky to have gained brothers such as you, bless you,” he said.

The boys grabbed Henri and rushed him into the house. John helped him clean up and dress in his wedding clothes that somehow were neatly arranged on Uncle Jean’s bed. Sherlock had seen to the horses, and strangely each saddle had a man’s hat box attached. “For the Wedding,” Sherlock explained. They mounted and raced to the waiting bridal party in Orange.

I stopped John at this point. Henri was not late! He was right on time, and perfectly groomed and tranquil. John then explained what Sherlock had done.

He noticed the bees, he noticed Henri’s stubborn mood and devised a plan to save the wedding and Henri’s pride. He had the help of Michel, John and Claude, Henri’s son. Michel had brought three strong fast horses from his farm, fully equipped for a riotous ride.When the Vernet men took Henri to the cafe’ Sherlock made sure Henri had plenty to drink. He then removed Henri’s pocket watch from his coat and changed the time. He moved the hands forward two hours and replaced it. Back at Uncle Jean’s, Claude did the same to all the clocks there. Sherlock told Claude that his new Uncle Michel would handle anyone who noticed that the clocks were changed, but that he doubted anyone would notice while so distracted by the wedding. Sherlock was right. On the night before the wedding when everyone was ready to leave, Claude arranged his Father’s wedding suit on his Great Uncle’s bed and closed the door behind him. Sherlock knew Henri would never open that door out of respect for Uncle Jean’s privacy. Sherlock and John returned at dawn on the wedding day, with the three fast horses provided by Michel, and watched Henri with a spy glass. Sherlock had arranged that Claude would sneak into the church and ring the bells at ten o’clock instead of noon. Uncle Michel stood by in case there was trouble. Sherlock had said probably no one would notice. Sherlock was right. Then John saw Henri fall to his knees, clutching his pocket watch at the sound of the church bells. John did not like putting Henri through Sherlock’s charade. But as Sherlock explained there was about a 99% chance that Henri would be late if left to himself. He pointed out to John that he was already distracted by the bees and he had never bothered to find out where his wedding clothes were before everyone left, and Henri’s old horse was slow as molasses on a good day, and Henri had yet to saddle him up! Sherlock was right.

So with Henri believing it was after one o’clock, and in reality it being five minutes after eleven. The three men rode frantically into Orange and tied their horses behind the church entering through the back door vestibule. Sherlock fussed with the hat boxes, hung up the hats and produced a hip flask from inside of one, passing it around.  John  had retrieved a wooden box with a bee carved on it from his saddle bag. John opened the bee box that was usually used to store honeycomb, and produced three perfect red carnations for their lapels. Henri  looked hesitantly into the church. John Mill was stationed by the alter looking as distinguished as ever, he was whispering to Henri’s son who was looking manly and proud in his  first formal suit. And his Daughter nearby, dressed in pink with flowers in her hair looking like a delicate rosebud. Everything was calm and a hush was over the church. The sound of reverent whispers filled his ears. Henri looked at John confused. John sighed and explained briefly what they had done. Sherlock looked at the floor in embarrassment. Henri looked at Sherlock with tears starting in his eyes, then grabbed him and kissed him on both cheeks. “Sherlock, you were right,” he said, and walked into the church with a proud yet tranquil look on his face.

I looked across the room at Henri, who was deep in conversation with Sherlock. I caught Sherlock’s eye and he winked at me. I decided that my first act as Madame Fabre would not be an angry scene but one of forgiveness. I winked back.

Next thing I knew I was being pulled away from John and into a quiet corner by Michelle. I thought I could not be happier, but what Michelle told me made my already full cup of joy overflow. She told me that when I was reciting my vows, she was overcome with boredom (I gave her a kick with my dainty slippers at that point, which made her giggle) and started glancing around. She saw Sherlock and John at the back of the church standing like guards in their usher poses, hands folded in front of them. But during the vows they looked at each other silently, never looking away. When I exchanged rings with Henri, she saw Sherlock and John exchanged something too. A moment later they resumed looking straight ahead, hands folded. But now each of them were wearing a signet ring and small smiles on their faces. Later Michelle danced with John and took a good look at the gold ring. In an elaborate script that was hard to make out were the initials SH. Michelle did not say anything, but she hugged John tight, her smile saying volumes.

Later I pulled Sherlock into a dance, and glanced at his new ring with the elaborate initials, JW, inscribed in it. “Congratulations, my dear brother,” I whispered in his ear. “Thank you, darling sister,” he said. He lifted me up and spun me around in a spirited dance. My wedding day was complete.

.oOOo.

What a lovely wedding! I visited  Orange the other day and walked into the old church. I imagined my ancestor’s joy in this sanctified place. I imagined Sherlock, Henri and John putting on their red carnations, and my little wooden bee box holding such treasure. Then I stopped by Mari’s mas and tried to imagine where they would have been dancing. Mari asked if I were thinking of adding a dance to my pique-nique. I surprised myself and said, yes. Well, we will have a band!

Cordialement, 
Marianna

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